12/30/10
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As I mentioned yesterday, we find ourselves back in the great state of Texas for the final hunting trip of 2010. And it brings me great joy to know that I have almost....not quite, but almost survived another year of these windy, cold, rural, quiet, dry and a little bit depressing days spent in Gruver. On one hand, these little farming towns are gold because they prioritize the things that matter. God, family, church, school, etc. But it's almost like an oxymoron to me because at the same time there are so many people that are starved for community. Living out in the country and not seeing but a few people a day scares the crud out of me. I would be so lonely. And yet there are those who are completely fulfilled. I guess it's a matter of blooming where you're planted. And today I was planted 4 miles west and 1 mile south of town with 18 pheasant hunters while the wind nearly took my feet out from under me. Chalk it up to marriage to find me (the least outdoorswoman) all up in that.
12/29/10
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In this clip you'll see he and Rodney playing poker off the serial numbers on $20 bills. Outcome? We net $80 in about 5 minutes. Merry Christmas, yall.
12/22/10
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12/21/10
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Tonight I had the complete HONOR & PLEASURE & PRIVILEGE of singing "The Giver & The Gift" with my alma mater's choir backing me in the church I grew up in during the holidays. I'm at the point in my songwriting career where hearing ANYONE sing one of my lyrics back to me (or use it as facebook status, etc) just makes my stinkin day. But having the harmonies of an entire choir wrap around you and the entire sanctuary...now that's a whole 'nother ballgame. Hands down, one of my favorite moments of the year. Thank you, SHS, for keeping it classy at Christmas time.
12/20/10
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12/13/10
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All laughing aside, when Shiloh saw us in the receiving line he told Brenna that he was fine at the front of the church until he saw Brenna and me. And it was so funny, because that really got me at my wedding too. Looking out and seeing my peers. I guess this is a testament to the fact that we are more than friends. We are like sisters and brothers giving each other away to the loves of our lives. And this phase of our journey is so fun. I loved at one point during the reception looking down the table at 4 significant others of Sterling girls who were from totally different states laughing and talking like they'd been friends forever just like us.Time marches on....
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12/8/10
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P.S. Did I mention it snowed today? (cue: loud applause)
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Anyway, the point. So I walked into my friend Marcus's house today to write and what should my wandering eyes should appear but a bright red accordian across the room! So of course we HAD to write a song with it. You just wait, I'm going to get better. And better. And then I'm gonna whip this thing out at the CMA's....errrr......baby steps, Nicolle. Baby steps.
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11/28/10
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But the beauty of family is that everything is trivial in comparison to the fact that we are family. And family is family is family. Our love is deeper than our opinions. And our unconditional support system is stronger than our opposing views. And at the end of the day I am thankful for a family where we all feel safe to disagree and secure enough to say how we feel, because we know that there's nothing we could say that could sever the unity we have.
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Lets just talk for a second about what's really going on here. One is playing a computer game, one is playing xbox, and one is checking a new demo mix. No matter what the technology is, none of them are speaking to one another.
11/24/10
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Which brings me to my point: it's always worth it for family.
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11/21/10
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Whatever she wants.
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11/16/10
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So, I'm driving home in what you can see is some snail-paced traffic, when what to my wondering eyes should appear? But the new Chuck Wicks single, "Old School", written by my deer-hunting, slow-talking, truck-driving, Texan. Yup. RDC. It's a song that I've been grooving to since spring when it was written (for the one or two of you out there that are dying to know...*wink wink*), and squealed like a little girl when I hear it for the first time on the radio. It truly made my evening commute lovely.
One more time. All together now. THREE-FREAKIN-HUNDRED.
11/13/10
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11/11/10
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But then tonight I walked into my friend's house and her daughter, Caroline, was in her pj's and couldn't wait to play jingle bells for us. It truly takes me back to see notes on a page.
This summer I had lunch with my former piano instructor and she told me that students achieving less and less every year. She says that technology has given kids such a need for instant gratification that the concept of self-discipline and truly STUDYING something (like piano)--as opposed to just Googling something, has really hurt the arts. Anyway, it's just really inspiring to see young people who WANT to play and are EXCITED about it.
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Today's lyrical journey was about moving on from to the things that you can't change. This was ideally therapeutic for me because I hold "the way things used to be " and "the good old days" on a pedestal, as if the world is moving backwards or something. It's not. The world is moving forwards. And the things that we can't get back (our childhood, lost loves, Elvis)....all have their day. And if they lasted forever, they wouldn't be as valuable.
"Live is short and love is too. You take it as it comes, as it's comin' to you..."
10/29/10
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It's like I can't really remember what started the whole thing, but somehow in our conversation we decided that we are not going to settle for letting some suit behind a desk decide if we are special or not. We already are.
10/25/10
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Don't even get me started on how disappointed I was. But thankfully someone in another state facetimed the show through their iPhone so that they could see their first sync license come to life! I am so proud of my girl, Lindsey. She was writing songs long before I was and she has never. given. up.
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10/23/10
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Just trying to be a good daughter here and give my mom a good birthday. I think Josh Kelley's birthday serenade and hanging on Miranda Lambert's airstream sufficed. If not, I'm running out of cards to play.
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This is my least favorite part of writing songs. Actually playing them for the gatekeeper. Not because the gatekeeper is cruel. But because no matter how hard I try to listen through an objective lens, I always have and always will have expectations. Songs I believe in (but maybe they won't). Song I think are good (that maybe they don't). Songs that I don't love (that maybe they'll deem as ok). And it is an emotional rollercoaster. But if that's the roughest aspect to my job, then I'm a lucky sonuvagun.
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Tonight was a special night and instead of putting up a 30-second clip and going for the mysterious, less-is-more delivery, I thought it would be neat (I hate that word, but its appropriate here) to give you non-music business folks a little peek behind the curtain. This is from the Nashville Songwriters Association yearly dinner where every year members vote for the 10 songs they wish they'd written that year - this year's recipient was "The House That Built Me". Duh. They also induct several members into the hall of fame. And Mr. Brooks was there to honor his co-writer and good friend, Pat Alger. I was sitting there a few tables away from him all night remembering the nights I laid in bed listening to the "No Fences" cd on my Walkman. Yes, Walkman.
All in all, it was a fun night and I, once again, was asking myself "How did I get here, again?!"
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10/14/10
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So for our 3rd anniversary Rodney bought me a bag of Skittles (my favorite candy of all-time) and a brand spankin new gray hoodie. [example 2 of sacrifice] And that's why it works, people....
In all seriousness, I love that man more than life itself. I don't really remember life before him.
10/13/10
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Back to the point. We ventured down to Inglewood, KS ($50 to the first person who can find it on a map.) for a family picnic. And when I say picnic, I mean pic-NIC. Catered bbq, horse riding, buggies, bonfires, basketball, cowboy hats, and lots of Clawson's. I was talking to Rodney on the way home and we both agreed that it is so nice to be a part of a family that values "the way it's always been". For the most part, we live these somewhat unconventional lives comprised of unique social networks, jobs and family structures. But at heart I love that at least one part of my life is old-fashioned. A family who still wears cowboy hats and lives on ranches and eats dinner together at night and works together on the farm and makes it to church on Sunday morning. God Bless the Clawson's.
10/11/10
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10/4/10
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Anyway, there's a girl I grew up with who shall remain nameless. And I've had this idea in my handy dandy ideas folder for months and months now. And I scan that folder every day for something to write. But it's never jumped out at me for 2 reasons: 1. I wasn't 100% sure how to execute it and 2. I never felt like the person across from me would be into it.
Until today. Thank you, April Geesbreght, for "getting it". This song was inspired by running into a childhood friend I hadn't seen in years in the grocery store back home. In short, she looked sad and weathered and you could see the toll that life had had on her. When you encounter someone like that you expect to see the girl that you rode bicycles with, not the girl with pain in her eyes. Anyway, we wrote this song called "Jenny" about a girl who shall remain nameless. And although it was written by me for me, I think that everyone has a Jenny somewhere in their life. The person that your heart breaks for and you wish you could just hit rewind and undo what's been done to them. Jenny, I could love you if you'd let me.
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10/2/10
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Wait, am I still talking about soccer....or the music business? Whatever the case, go Lee U!
10/1/10
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Dear Strange Neighbors,
It seems as if our chronicles are coming to a close. We were deeply saddened to return from Mexico to find what else but moving boxes in your front yard today. We have grown quite attached to your shady, once possibly polygamist, far too big to be a short-term rental property. I am sad to see you go, but am grateful for your countless contributions to my blog. From our undercover meeting in the driveway to our exchange of chocolate chip cookies to the sheriff’s notice of inspection on the front door, we have truly built something wonderful. How can we repay you for the never-ending pool of content, mystery, and overall fascination in our household. You will be deeply missed.
My Regrets,
Nicolle
9/22/10
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Adios, best shrimp ceviche I've ever had. Adios, badass golf carts. Adios, Casa Mimosita. Adios, Emperadora vanilla creme cookies. Adios, open air hanging bed. Adios, Coca Lights. Until next Febrero....
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9/18/10
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Aside from the obvious luxurious perks of this trip, this week has really been such eye-opening experience as far as better understanding the Mexican culture. We aren't at a resort surrounded by American conveniences. We are immersed in the lifestyle of this island and i am just a sponge. Taking in every single detail of even the most ordinary events, ie the grocery store. And I am not proud to announce that I have since begun a love affair with these Dulci Gamas gummy candies and Emperador vanilla creme cookies. Oh, Lord, help me...
9/16/10
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Then...BAM....you wake up in the middle of the Isla Mujeras town square with a couple thousand people celebrating the Bicentennial Mexican Independence Day. And all things are right in the world again. A cherry on the top of a day filled with a long run through the back alleys of the island, a little sand volleyball, grapefruit vodkas, lobster quesadillas, Sara Bareilles on the ipod and my feet in the pool.
Viva la Mexico! Happy 200th Birthday-o.
9/15/10
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Normally I'd consider the time, the money, the fact that I don't know the name of but 1 UT player. Not to mention that I look hideous in orange. But there was a moment today where I was shoulder to shoulder with 100k plus people in the walkways of Neyland Stadium taking cover from a torrential thunderstorm....trying to hold a hotdog and 3 bottles of water....and protect my camera...peeking through the hood of my fishing jacket turned raincoat....dodging very "touchy" college guys....navigating my way back to the group.....when I thought....
what a memory.
Now I have to mention that it wasn't much of a game. But after the game, we hoofed it back up Cumberland like a bunch of freaking locals, nonetheless. Because all is fair in love and college football.
[Nicolle would also like to mention as a sidenote that not even the 100k plus attendance could compare to a Big XII game. Her attendance at this game was mere entertainment, not fan loyalty.]
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So when we spotted them in the driveway yesterday....I documented it. Just in case the sheriff or the yard guy or the landlord have further inquiries. I hope we have a real life Lifetime movie on our hands.
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9/8/10
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I was mid-casual-conversation with someone I really respect when I was blindsided by those words. I've been walking on air ever since. We don't have a clue as to how much power we have in our words, do we? They're like matches. They can light somebody's way or burn somebody down. I just hope that I don't waste my life keeping my belief in people to myself. Because too many times, one person's sentence has changed the trajectory of my life for the better. I wanna change the world one bit of encouragement at a time.
And just like this mentioned conversation, I'm sure Zoe (above) will never forget her VIP treatment by the PGB. Because just like one little bit of encouragement, one little kiss on the forehead can make a girl's world a whole lot brighter.
9/6/10
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You wouldn't think a beer-drinking, barefoot-singin', good old boy could whip together much more than a bologna sandwich. But life is full of surprises. Our day ended with baked tilapia, bacon-wrapped-asparagus, and some mystery pasta with a highly-caloric, yet highly-satisfying white sauce.
Why is any of this warranted as blog material? Because a day like this can so easily be forgotten. The food, the people, the music, the mountain air, the laughter. And I just want to know that there's the slightest chance that someday I'll be perusing ye old blog and something I just wrote will help me recognize what a lucky I was to have a day like this.
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And as I sit here with a brisk breeze coming off the mountains and kissing me on the face, I feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Obviously because of the beauty, but also because of why I'm here. I was invited out by the old crew that I used to work with [before I was a full-time songwriter]. And I love them. They knew me when I was bouncing up and down the halls of William Morris in my running clothes and a messy ponytail. Back when I was just feeling my way through the everyday life of being a full-time college student and full-time employee. And now we have this unique bond that is hard to explain. Sometimes I'm like the daughter their boss never had. Sometimes I'm like their little sister. Sometimes I'm like an ex-employee. And maybe sometime I'll be their official client. But more than anything, they are dear friends.
The first night here at Copper Mountain we shut down Endo's, so we had to relocate to the OTHER (yes, there's only two) bar, Mulligan's. And, let me just tell you. There are some interesting folks here. Take Crystelle, for instance. A perfect stranger. Who basically volunteered her whole life story to us for no reason. It might be one of those "you had to be there" moments, but I'm pretty sure it was worth sharing. She basically told us how she was engaged. But from what we gathered, her so-called fiance doesn't even remember that he supposedly proposed in a drunken stupor from across the ocean.
Only in Colorado.
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